this is a song for a broken heart....
YOU DID IT AGAIN…
I sit here numb,still I breathe
Wishing my heart to arrest its beat
A pinch of poison can do it all
But killing myself is no damn a relief…
Lieing for hours on my bed in the gloom
Hating the light that comes through my window
I think of ways to undo the pain ,
Bury my face in the bed to realize the blame…
Wake up next morn’ to show up my face
And pray if I could never rise up again..
Placed motionless with death into me,
Suffocate my senses; not to feel that pain..
I was trying to kill my anger and distress
Was coming to you to reach a settlement
Before I could reach the end of my annoyance
Was thrown and torn by what you said…
You snatched away everything from my hands
Didn’t care to turn back and see,
I still surrender to find a reason
For all you’ve done so ruthlessly…
Your words are cold,frozen with indifference
Hurt when you sound I feel a miserable pain
You blame me for all the wrongs,
But are blind to my repentance..
My charm towards life was a hollow pretense,
Craved for what I could never attain
Can’t see you unsettled , disturbed so
But you don’t want to refrain from imbalance..
I cry and break, regret my mistake
Death is what I contemplate
I’ve started detesting myself more
Don’t you know how much already myself did I hate??
You repeat what you are known to,
And reflect ur adamance in everything you do,
You couldn’t have done this to me
If even the slightest of me had u known….
You threw me in the same mess from where you picked
Every piece of me again you’ve kicked
If you deny to undo what you’ve given..,
I know how to devastate myself bit by bit…
I sit here numb,still I breathe
Wishing my heart to arrest its beat
A pinch of poison can do it all
But killing myself is no damn a relief…
Lieing for hours on my bed in the gloom
Hating the light that comes through my window
I think of ways to undo the pain ,
Bury my face in the bed to realize the blame…
Wake up next morn’ to show up my face
And pray if I could never rise up again..
Placed motionless with death into me,
Suffocate my senses; not to feel that pain..
I was trying to kill my anger and distress
Was coming to you to reach a settlement
Before I could reach the end of my annoyance
Was thrown and torn by what you said…
You snatched away everything from my hands
Didn’t care to turn back and see,
I still surrender to find a reason
For all you’ve done so ruthlessly…
Your words are cold,frozen with indifference
Hurt when you sound I feel a miserable pain
You blame me for all the wrongs,
But are blind to my repentance..
My charm towards life was a hollow pretense,
Craved for what I could never attain
Can’t see you unsettled , disturbed so
But you don’t want to refrain from imbalance..
I cry and break, regret my mistake
Death is what I contemplate
I’ve started detesting myself more
Don’t you know how much already myself did I hate??
You repeat what you are known to,
And reflect ur adamance in everything you do,
You couldn’t have done this to me
If even the slightest of me had u known….
You threw me in the same mess from where you picked
Every piece of me again you’ve kicked
If you deny to undo what you’ve given..,
I know how to devastate myself bit by bit…