COVER OF LIFE
I walk down the street to feel tears in my eyes
I walk up again to feel they hide inside
I go on my way to see things going worse
But my faults I still don’t realize.
Each day passes as another mistake
Effortless I remain with excuses so fake
I hate the purposelessness to its extreme
And still don’t realize what is at stake..
A change is needed
Or the need is changed
Attached to both ,disturbances remain.
Whatever view of time I take
It hits me the same again and again.
Nothing can I hold firm
Sensing the loss,I grow numb
I pull and push myself
And stand yet again lost at the next turn.
I slip away from me,not from life
Struggle to live,crave to die.
I dwell under something I haven’t defined
And survive with unrealized mistakes in my mind.
The cover of life conceals my scars
It inhibits me and demands my powers.
I wrap the cover tightly around,
Not wanting to surrender, I indulge in a war.
I lose far more than a lost fight
And need to keep the wraps tight.
At every turn I embrace reality
Still,unable to breakaway from misery.
Again I feel tears in my eyes
Walking up and down the agonies of life.
This purposelessness would never forgive me
Even when my faults I realize..
The wraps don’t choke me to death
But engulf me with life
I continue with this war and strife
And keep on moving up and down the streets with tearful eyes.
Fed up with the fake ‘me’ , I close my eyes every night
To face the lost and restless screams inside
And a pained charm against life.
Lie as a corpse till the morning light and
Wake up to carry on the mistaken fight…
I walk up again to feel they hide inside
I go on my way to see things going worse
But my faults I still don’t realize.
Each day passes as another mistake
Effortless I remain with excuses so fake
I hate the purposelessness to its extreme
And still don’t realize what is at stake..
A change is needed
Or the need is changed
Attached to both ,disturbances remain.
Whatever view of time I take
It hits me the same again and again.
Nothing can I hold firm
Sensing the loss,I grow numb
I pull and push myself
And stand yet again lost at the next turn.
I slip away from me,not from life
Struggle to live,crave to die.
I dwell under something I haven’t defined
And survive with unrealized mistakes in my mind.
The cover of life conceals my scars
It inhibits me and demands my powers.
I wrap the cover tightly around,
Not wanting to surrender, I indulge in a war.
I lose far more than a lost fight
And need to keep the wraps tight.
At every turn I embrace reality
Still,unable to breakaway from misery.
Again I feel tears in my eyes
Walking up and down the agonies of life.
This purposelessness would never forgive me
Even when my faults I realize..
The wraps don’t choke me to death
But engulf me with life
I continue with this war and strife
And keep on moving up and down the streets with tearful eyes.
Fed up with the fake ‘me’ , I close my eyes every night
To face the lost and restless screams inside
And a pained charm against life.
Lie as a corpse till the morning light and
Wake up to carry on the mistaken fight…