All of Nothing

IF I EVER THOUGHT... If I ever thought I will be at peace I was so wrong simply If I ever thought You are the one who’ll protect I was so wrong ‘cos you couldn’t even hold me. Promises once again are broken Lies rise up with impunity Again you prove to disprove my belief Again you stomp my dignity. Fury rises and pain strangles Again my emotions cripple me My trust over you, you yourself shattered Leaving me again with misery. Claim you may to have loved me, But courage you lacked to save your identity Strength you lost to fight the blames And could bear all the fingers pointed at you ‘n’ me.. Horror reached its zenith Unanswered questions ate my belief As you return with your claim of love again Do you think the questions are relieved..? If I ever thought I can embrace bliss and pain shall leave I was so wrong simply ‘cos pain has kissed my life once and forever And peace is cursed by agony…

THE SAGA OF A BROKEN VOW You came and knocked at my heart Unanswered it went, ‘cos dead it was. Rose up to life ,breathing some peace But scared I remained, huddled with grief. Pretended to be dead , it didn’t respond Habit grew in fondness, Fondness in love.. But scared i remained, at every turn. Pieces of me fell again ‘cos this confession they couldn’t explain Hatred for self grew so strong, ‘cos I refused to accept a beginning so strange. Blamed for clinging to solace; I wondered how could I find life again As I discovered a new reason to exist, From confessing my love I couldn’t refrain. I knew I won’t kiss away the pain But all the doubts faded away.. I learnt to live in some misty hope But again…., scared I remained.. I found love when I never expected And it grew with everyday. Pain and chaos didn’t die though, But they started to disintegrate. I dreaded to lose this new place I knew my hopes will surely break.. Haunted I was to be struck by misfortune ‘cos I knew I will repen