All of Nothing

It has been so cold since you’ve gone; All the days have I mourned Torn into pieces, Smoked into ashes I start thinking where did we start from…? Moving around in the dark lanes, Contorting in my terrible pain, I saw you on the road across And heard you saying my name. You offered your hand, I held it still not assured And you sensed my sorrow and tried to cure I held you tighter, still unsure Not realizing where was I heading for. You became my habit, I became yours Weaknesses broke, pain absorbed, Ocean of tears flowed and froze You held me again to reveal what had been obscured. I fell in love before I could realize I hindered myself to get in the stride; But before I slept every night I saw you always through my smile. Days passed, time flew I dreamt of just me and you I moved on to an unknown destination, But the pieces inside pierced me through. A piece of life and the peace of death Entangled together, I could not separate. You locked the pain with kisse

Burning inside me your pieces are smoked, Thoughts of togetherness now corrode. Give me a piece of these ashes, I’ll take it away to blow. Reasons beyond your wishful thinking, Leave your deeds somewhere stinking. Hold my hand again you may, But it won’t relieve your painful suffering. Laugh at yourself, you are a slave A slave of distrust and broken faith Your masters beat you to dismay; And you surrender to their whims everyday. But I ain’t a slave, I aint a fool Ain’t gonna be an object of play Not in love, not in disgust; Not gonna let you have your way. Slash these lies into pieces so many Make your doubts further uncanny Smell the deceit, kill your fantasy I am gonna be the author of your morbid story.